Monday, July 6, 2009
Phylis thinks today is so sickening for her..freaking sickening
She screwed up everything when she tried to say what was on her mind last night which caused her to wake up with a pair of puffy eyes
She had no mood to even get her ass off her bed as her puffy eyes were making her sleepy
Got into her class facing her three other stupid idiotic team members (all males) who only discuss among themselves
The entire in class just bores her no matter how funny her relief faci could get..
Faking a smile as if she's enjoying class...faking a smile as if she likes talking to her team members...faking a smile as if she's alright when she knew it very well herself that it was a total disaster to have sports admin as her stupid module on a Monday..
Her eating buddy was not in school today..
But she's a little comforted when her classmate asked if she's alright with it to go and have a meal with her
Her internet was down, she couldn't do any research
One of the three idiotic members just could agree with what things they suggested
Her relief faci requested one person per team to present the entire team's presentation slides and how 'lucky' could she get?
All thanks to the dreadful weather outside..
The entire class (air-conditioned) is freezing cold..
A combination of coldness and nervousness made her voice trembled as she presents
It took her alot of courage to present everything, not just her own slide..
And how annoying it was when she found out that one of her team members was being pure lazy by copying her last week's slide and pasting it on the presentation slide today and take it as it's his own work
A chance to speak up in class doesn't mean she likes it..
A chance to get an A might not be high because her relief faci still has to decide based on her RJ
A chance to get an A might not be high because she doesn't have the mood to start her RJ
Wanting to know when her close sister wants to catch the Harry Potter movie, so Phylis texted her..
But to her disappointment..her close sister misinterpreted her message and said she's out..and when she tries to ask her one more time..she didn't get a reply
She couldn't tell the difference in the temperature between her freezing cold classroom and the weather outside the campus
Walking alone all the way the MRT station is too quiet..
She got no one to talk to..
She couldn't even bother to switch to her favourite tracks..
So long as she has the songs blasting in her ears it's fine with her
And as she walks..she's deep in her thoughts regarding last night's incident..
The rain was a little heavier in Yew Tee than the rain in Woodlands
She walked under her umbrella, holding it as low as possible to hide her face and walked mysteriously, thinking in her mind that whoever blocks her way, they'll get a punch from her
The only thing in her mind is to get home quickly and take a break..
But knowing that she will not be alone at home..she has to fake a smile and pretend nothing has happened
If her mum asked her at the correct timing...there won't be any ear-deafening silence
It's really sickening for her..
And she wonders how long this awkwardness or quietness will go away between her and him..
All thanks to the words she've said last night that screwed up everything
@ 5:59 PM