I'm just labeling it as alphabets..doesn't mean it has to be you if you think I'm talking about you ok...? So don't assume anyhow-ly

To A:
I'm scared of accepting you back..Going back to the life I used to have with you sometimes haunts me. I'm pretty much comfortable with the life I'm having now. I don't really need anyone in my life currently because I've realized that I can't really trust someone whom I used to be very close with sometimes because privacy will get intruded without me knowing and things turned out ugly yet I have to pretend nothing has happened. It's painful for me to do that. Saying sorry and feeling bad is not a sign of asking you to make a comeback. I would have said that literally if I meant that way.

To B:
Not talking to you for a day I will feel empty. It becomes my habit to talk to you. Teasing, joking and updating each other how our day went brightens up my day. I'm not going to feel awkward because of the things you confessed to me because we both are sure that we remain as just friends, maybe more but not into serious relationship. (:

To C:
I don't usually confess to someone whom I have a crush on because to me, being friends is more than enough for me. Therefore I think you should stop asking me because you're putting me into a difficult position. I almost blurt out the answer a number of times. I have my reasons for not saying out. But please, don't punk me using your "I'm going to quit soon" skill. I can't lose a friend like you since I think you and her can click well with me.

To D:
Stop saying mushy and dirty stuff to me. You disgust me.

To E:
Treating you as friend doesn't mean I'm willing to meet you. Treating me as friend doesn't mean you can say those stuff to me because I don't need that information from a friend.

To F:
I'm busy with my stuff, you're busy with yours. But do you think it's an excuse for you not to text or call given our status like this? Given your I-don't-like-sms-ing attitude makes me feel unwanted.


Typing everything here feels much better than saying it out. Again, a small reminder, don't assume it's you. It's for me to know. But then again, if it's about the good stuff, I hope the person who assumes it is the correct person.

@ 6:29 PM