I cried my heart out last night
I went to the zoo this morning
I drink till my heart is contented
I eat as much as I can
I enjoy as much as I can
I went Kbox after that
I sing my lungs out
And lastly, I eat as much as I can again

But still..........
I feel empty...

Knowing that the person who booked me and suppose to take me out today is no longer you
Knowing that you're the one, whom I will say yes to, ruining everything
Knowing that you're that kind of person who loves to leave people hanging..
Knowing that even though I say the word "yes", you will still show that friends are more important to you
Knowing that I can't know everything about you or shall I say won't understand everything about you..

Why am I still feeling empty?

Yes, I was freaking pissed last night when you ruin everything
But my anger seems to be gone...what I'm feeling now is just....empty..

And what's the purpose of saying "happy valentine's day" to me this morning when you don't even bother to tell me why are you're hesitating to let me know last night and just let me wait like a stupid gundu the entire night

I want to understand you..
I want to know you better
I want to know what's your mind thinking

But you're not trying
You don't bother to try
You don't bother to explain
You don't even bother to say..
How would I know
Stop saying "you won't understand my situation now even if I simplified everything"

@ 10:05 PM