I'm so nervous.....
I'm so scared...
I feel nauseous..
Can someone please assure me that nothing is going to happen tomorrow and he or she is very sure because he or she can see the future :S
Ok..I'm talking nonsense already..
But seriously...I'm really scared..
The fact is..I can't even find any word in my dictionary to describe my feeling..
Come on...! Get over with it and that's it!
Darn the PP assessment..
Sigh..


I'm here actually worrying about tomorrow's presentation..
Yet my mum is making me feel worse..
Her friend just sold her apartment and she's having problems finding a place to stay for the time being
She asked if she could stay in our apartment..
But my mum is not in favour of letting her because the problem lies with her kids..
Though they are big enough and sensible enough...she just don't feel right..
Yup..a girl and two boys..
Our ages are quite close to one another but she still feel awkward though, and..ok..to be frank..me too..but I just kept quiet
And they do not have the word "cleanliness" in their dictionary..that's the thing.
But what I find it absurd was..
My mum used ME as an excuse to shoo her off...
I can't find a reason to close my jaws when she told me how she shoo-ed her off..
"My eldest daughter doesn't really like the idea of letting you guys have one of the rooms in our apartment and she went to tell her cousin..and her cousin told his dad..which is my brother..her uncle..and her uncle reprimanded me for not putting myself into my daughter's shoes before I agreed to let you guys stay here for the time being"
I was like..."THANKS FOR PUSHING THE BLAME ON ME AND LET EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT I'M THE JINX..I TOTALLY APPRECIATE THAT MUMMY..THANKS ALOT!"

I'm darn freaking pissed right now..
Why must you involve me in when you're in favour of helping her?! Damn...

@ 8:00 PM