Got fed up during class over trivial things today..
Just got irritated here and there..
Little noises..like Terence unnecessary laughter in the class when I'm trying to do my research and trying to understand
Got irritated when the group members are like a pile of shit
Got irritated when I have to squeeze in the packed train with all the 'aunties' gossiping and talking loudly in the train
Banging here and there when the train jerk a little..
I can't be bother...
I stuff my earpiece into my ears..and blast my music..
I just don't want to hear anything external but only my songs
I just increase the volume till the extend that my eardrums just couldn't handle it and hoping that those stupid aunties will not banging into me when they only bother to talk and not stand still


I miss my dad recently..
Just miss him alot all of a sudden
I miss those times when I jumped on him from his back when I'm giving him a surprise
I miss those times when I get piggybacks from him
I miss making four pieces of bread every night
I miss making one mug of milo for him every night
I miss seeing him standing at the balcony smoking
I miss seeing him sitting on the sofa watching TV
I miss hearing him clearing your throat
I miss hearing him whistle outside the corridor when he's coming home

I just wish I can hear his whistle outside the corridor right now

@ 9:43 PM