A feeling of guilt...
Monday, September 8, 2008
I got a phone call when I was about to step out of the house
I picked up and the voice answering me was a small little toddler
She was crying bitterly and really really badly..
She almost choke with her own saliva and it sounded like she had lost her voice or some sort..
She just sounded very pitiful
ME: hello..?
Toddler: M..m...mummyy....i..i think i got fever...*cough cough..sniff sniff...*
ME: er...I think you dialled the wrong number * 0.0?! since when I got a child sia..??!*
Toddler: Mummmmmmmyyy...I think I got fevveer.....*cried even louder*
ME: you dialled thewrong number
Toddler: Mummy.....*she sounded like as if her mummy doesn't want her like that*
ME: you dialled the wrong number my dear...
Toddler: Mummmmyyy...
I don't know what to do..because she doesn't seem to understand what I'm talking..
Felt so helpless and I don't want make it worse you know.
Out of guilt...I just hung the phone..
I bet she's wailing...
On my way to the MRT station..I kept thinking thinking
Then I realised I'v forgotten to bring my EZ link when I'm just a road away from the MRT station
Fed up...I decided to walk back as fast as possible because I'm going to be late
Then I walked pass a toddler with her granny beside her and her mummy squatting in front of her...and she's crying like nobody's business
And her voice sounded exactly the same as the one I was on the phone earlier..
Then I recalled..
The number is around area as well..
I was suspecting whether she's the one who was the phone earlier :S
Oh my god..I just feel so bad...
@ 12:20 PM