Monday, May 26, 2008
Why I've changed?
Because I feel that my life has been messed up...
I'm not going through what a normal teenager is normally going through and facing the normal problems
I'm facing more than that...
Why am I bothering about bills, car instalments, school fees and irritating computer which don't seem to work sometimes...like a normal working adult
I still bother to fix it when I'm a total computer noob
Sometimes I don't even know whether I should be angry with myself for growing up in this type of family, or angry with my dad for not listening to my mum when he wanted to set up a business in China, or both
A teenager, going through her life like a working adult..AND and maid cum nanny
What is this?
Enough....and I really mean it..ENOUGH!
I'm even acting like a punching bag for my mum
Whatever things she's upset of, she will vent her anger on me by nagging unreasonably at me all the time
I wonder how long I can hold.
Who knows, I might just blow up instantly...
@ 10:05 AM