I lost control of my anger last night
I blew up and everything just went out of control
And I blew up in front of my mum, which I didn't intend to do that
It was unintentional
I didn't mean to and I really regretted it

I don't switch on my lappy just for purely chatting with people
Of course, I have my own things to do other than chatting
Why can't you just stop nagging?
I know the limit
I'll switch it off when I'm done with my stuff, why are you controlling my every move all the time?
That's the reason why I don't like to stay at home especially weekends
I know I know, I'm a punching bag to you
You vent all your stress and anger to me
I kept quiet and tolerate all your nonsense because I understand your feelings
But I'm a human too
I have feelings too
I'm not a bottle, even bottles do have limitations
Once it's filled up, there's no way you can add anymore things into it..
And that's when everything starts flowing out
Which is when I blew up at you last night
Just because of not switching it off at 12 midnight and you can nag non stop
Besides, yesterday is my worst day ever and you just rubbed salt onto my wound, how 'nice' of you
I shut my mouth and didn't say anything all the time doesn't mean I'm problem-free ok?
I'm being thoughtful and sensible here
I don't want to add anymore problems to you
I'm trying to solve it all by myself
I didn't tell you because I don't want you to worry
And because of that, you think I'm being rebellious and thought I can handle it on my own because my wings are hard enough to fly?
Please man...
Stop all your nonsense can?
And thanks alot, you made me wake up with puffy eyes today..

@ 8:56 AM