I've never ever written something mushy regarding my boyfriend here because I don't really know how to express it myself...but however, I'm going to spend this night typing out everything about him..here..in this entry..and I hope darling is reading this..haha..

It all started with band camp and I must really thank Jasmine for organising this game..
He happen to be behind me, putting his hands on my shoulder, blindfolded, following the people in front of us, walking around the school during one of the night in camp. That is the night we started talking and know each other's name and I tell you, if I'm not wrong Gabriel is there to witness, we talked alot!!

After the camp, he added me on msn and we started chatting with each other every night. He made the first move to exchange phone numbers and thus, sms is another mode of communication for us after that. He started telling me about him and CPC and of course, needless to say, I was the one doing the consoling after they separated. I mean, come on, it's natural for you to console someone when he or she turn to you and pour his or her problems to you am I right? Ya, and that's how we got closer and closer. We started calling each other companions and then....

On 8th July 2007, when we were both watching LIVE EARTH on channel 5 while talking to each other on msn as usual, he popped out the question and that's how we got together. Something new is found from each other every day since then and we get to know each other better.

To be honest, I'm a person who doesn't really have the courage to express my love for someone whom I love. He is the first person whom I say ' I love you' to and I think he should be honoured. I swear I have never said those three words to anyone, neither my ex boyfriends nor my family members. He's the one who motivates me, pampers me, dotes me and being so thoughtful throughout the months.

He told me many times that my smiles and laughters are his motivation and I'm the only one who he wants to spend the rest of his life with and he actually think of the future with me in it. I was touched and I think he's the one for me.

After so many months, we got what we want from each other and what we expect from each other. And of course, my love for him grew each day.

All I wanted to say here is...
Darling..
Though I often throw tantrum in front of you which I know it happen recently, sometimes ignore you when I'm angry or jealous, tease and torture you in one way or another whether it's mentally or physically, but I want you to know that my love for you will never fade. I'm really touched and happy when you are willing to take a day off and celebrate my birthday with me and make my day a memorable one. Every little things you do touches me and I really appreciate it. After so many things which are both wonderful and awful happen to me, I still think God is really kind to me and loves me because God has given me the most wonderful gift and it's YOU. You are my perfect gift from God. I really feel fortunate to have you. It's fate, I believe because we have walked pass each other a few times before we even met, like for example, SP band concert and WASBE thingy in Bukit Panjang Plaza. Love you Baby =)

@ 3:34 PM