Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I threw my temper again today in front of him
Sigh..
I said it's nothing whenever you ask why am I throwing tantrum is because I know I'm acting unreasonably and I don't want you to get annoyed
I don't want you to skip work on Thursday for me just to make it up for today
I won't say anything if you said it's because you are tired and not because of me
I'm still not getting used to it for not seeing you everyday like we use to
I just..sigh..need more time to get used to it and I won't be throwing tantrum so often after that
I'll try not to do it again because I don't want to see that look on your face again
Oook...change subject before my mood changes and just end it here instead..
Fortunately there's no drilling sound coming from next door..and I thought I can sleep peacefully
However, Sarimah called..
She pulled me out of lala land
Rahhhhh
I woke up and found myself alone at home
And I realise I was acting like a kid omg!
I was thinking of buying lunch, so wanted to go to her room and ask what she want for lunch
I knock a few times and wanted to enter...
But..but..the door was locked!
At first, I thought she doesn't want anybody to disturb her
Then I think again...it's impossible!
She don't lock her room when she sleeps!
I started calling for her around the house and there's no reply
I looked for her slippers and found that it's missing..
From there, I realise she's not at home -.-
I called her just to make sure I didn't hear her phone ring in the room
She picked up and said " why? cannot find mummy when you wake up is it?" -.-
Oook..from that tone she's giving..I can confirm that she's treating me like a small kid..omg..
Sectionals was rather fruitful today
We finally get that annoying part in 7th Night of July correct!
We hardly have time for other pieces just now but we manage to go through the March before we go for our dinner break
Was happy that we have actually improved but there's still along way to go
@ 4:41 PM