I guess I won't be able to type it out here on the eve of new year or new year itself as I'll be in Taiwan till 3rd Jan 2008...
Shall be 'missing' for a week or so...
haha..
Taiwan trip is near..
Can't wait...TO STAY OUT OF HOME FOR SIX DAYS...
Shall take these 6 days as my 'day off'
Wow...I sounded like maria..omg..
But it's true man...
I can't stand it..
Can't stand that monster of mine..!

Ok..enough of my complains..
It's important for me to update this post..
Sort of...or maybe because I'm bored :p

RESOLUTIONS................
yeah...that's it..resolutions..

I have been reflecting what I have done this year...and I hope I won't be repeating the wrong stuff that I've done again next year...

A list of what had happen this year:

1.) Made the wrong choice of courses that make me end up going to a place called "NoWhere", and I have to appeal and got myself into RP taking Sports and Leisure Management instead of what I want..which Nursing course...big difference eh? (somewhere in March)

2.) Had my most memorable birthday this year. All thanks to Yvonne, Yuting, Aileen, Amy, Yew Chin and Kexin. You guys are loved =) (14th March)

3.) Met my first sem classmates and find them nice at the beginning and then not really nice for some people in the class...NOT ALL i mean...SOME... (16th April if I'm not wrong)

4.) Made a good choice for joining RPWS as my IG...met my wonderful section mates..love them all.. ( somewhere in May)

5.) Something happen during band camp that brought me and Hafiz together...I must say..all thanks to one of the games we were playing during the camp that made him end up putting his hands on my shoulders and was walking around in school blindfolded.. ( Mid June and we got together on 8th July)

6.) Something bad happen to my dad who is now in China and he can't get back now.. (beginning of September )

7.) Met my second sem classmates and I must say that they are really wonderful. I had many treats from them. Like lollipops from Ahmad and Azhiem...candy floss from Jia Jun..fruits, mineral water and mocha from Mahesh...a t-shirt and lollipop made of mashmallow as christmas gift from Dilah...new pair of earpiece as christmas gift from Ding Long...
Felt that I'm not forgotten ever since I got into W34F. Love them all..every single one.. =)

8.) Things turned sour between me and my family because of the situation my dad is in after that. We sort of quarrelled. My mum said I'm not sensible enough, not putting myself in her shoes, doesn't care about the family's situation as we are now financially tight, I'm being selfish, not willing to give in time to let her help settle my dad's problem and I only care for myself. Got nagged everytime.

9.) Have not been going back to Regent when my juniors asking for help. Felt bad and guilty..Miss my juniors alot..

10.) Got into the committee and got the librarian post.


Wow...that's alot..
After looking through what I have done...I guess the most important thing I must change would be giving in more time after the Taiwan trip so that my mum can get a job and support the family for the time being, since she said I don't give a damn in anything in the family. All thanks to my sis la..Why can't she be more independent enough?!
Everything will be easier for us if she's more independent and I won't be at the edge of quitting band. It's not that I don't give a damn and I believe I've said this many times in my other posts...I do care ok?! I was on the edge of crying..or in fact i cried many times and I believe you didn't know it! And why didn't I cry in front of you? That's because I don't want to add in more problems for you! Am I still not sensible enough?! I can't be available all the time this year is because there's many many many events coming up for band...meetings..all types of performances...brass quintet and band prac...
Guess I may have to skip some practices if my mum needs me to stay at home..and she even thought of the worse case scenario...which is asking me to quit band next year...
Hope not..

I shall go back to Regent if I have time...to help whenever I can...

Wish my dad is able to come back as soon as possible...Miss him darn lots...lots to tell him..

Hope I can get into a class whereby all the classmates are as nice as W34F for Year 2 first sem...

Hope I can have another memorable birthday..And if I have not mistaken..my mum wanted to take me to PUB to take alook on my birthday as I'm turning 18 next year... Hope she keep her words..and I shall mark her words..

Hope I can stay in RPWS till I graduate...

Hope I will make the right choice in what things I do next year..

Last but not least...
Hope everything will be on the right track and those which are 'off track' please get back on track as soon as possible...!!

Oook..I'm crapping already...

Damn it..another long post..
I bet you guys are bored to death after reading this la..

@ 7:16 AM