I hate weekends. Better to be in school the whole day.Wonder why..

I'm pissed off !!! Really pissed off. Get to talk to my dad over the phone this afternoon. This is what he said...

Dad: Eaten lunch already?
Me: Not yet..buying later...
Dad: Change class already or not?
Me: Not yet...another 4 more weeks
Dad: Oh...meaning you will be making new bunch of friends after 4 weeks ya? careful with the friends that your are mixing with hor...if possible darling..try to find someday...ask your friends to come over to our place...so that your mum will not be worrying over what kind of friends you are mixing with right now. Don't make her worry ok?
Me: -.- ok...
Dad: ok..I go have my lunch already..better take care ok darling?
Me: ya..you too...bye

Then I hang up the phone in anger. WTF..!! My mum actually suspect me sia. She thinks I'm mixing with the wrong group of friends..!! What is this??!! She doesn't trust me at all sia. Come on la, I know what I'm doing. I will not get influenced by them or something!! So what if some of them smoke??!! I won't follow them. I myself hate the smell to the core, why would I want to try it??!! You are making hard to breathe do you know that??!! Can't even have the freedom to make friends. I'm no longer a small girl ok??!! You did that back in my secondary school but I kept quiet. You hated yuting and prefer von, I kept quiet,cause I believe that you will give me some freedom after I get into poly. But you proved me wrong. You did that again. Why can't you just trust me?!! Wonder how long can I still tolerate..I think I may even need an oxygen tank to help me breathe..!!

I've never felt so bonded with the class before. Never had this feeling before. I love my classmates. It actually makes me feel that I actually exist when I'm with them. I don't see a change in me, I'm still the same old me. I did not smoke and will never smoke. I've never talk back to you or go against you wish or what you want me to do. I'll never scold vulgar in front of you or even to you. What makes you think that I will get influnced if I were to mix with the wrong group of friends?? So please stop it. Let me have the freedom to make friends. You want me to kneel down and beg you??!!

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