Yesterday woke up 7.30 am.....so damn sleep...we have to go all the way to bedok to go pai pai..it's my grandma's death anniversary...i miss her so much...7 yrs alrdy..since she left us...she used to dote me the most...every week we use to go her place for family gathering...she always cook my favourite dish for dinner without fail...love her cooking...miss her cooking..haiz..when i was young...i used to take things for granted...only when i lost someone i love the most thn start to regret...i remebered how senseless i was when i was young...tt time i always get high fever...my parents were not in town..i was told to stayover at my grandparents' place for a few nites...tt's the time when i got a high fever...andmy grandma is alrdy going thru chemo therapy...she had lung cancer...i was very noisy...got a high fever le still pester her to bring me to the nearby shopping centre to shop ard...she was alrdy very tired after she got back from the hospital...which is her second home i would sae..i still make so much noise...ask her to bring me out...haiz..and i still puke twice on the way to the shopping centre...thinking back those times..i really feel lie slapping myself left..right...center sia...during her funeral..i was so damn freaking sad...but i can't understand y i dint cry...only after she was sent to cremation thn i cry like hell...can't sleep for a few nites..kept thinking of her..the whole house so quiet after her funeral...so damn sad..now thinking back makes me miss her even more...

haiz...back to the topic....after go pai pai...we went to my aunt's place for lunch...she another person i adore most..haha..love her cooking besides my mum..and my beloved grandma...we chatted awhile..thn went home liao...reach home...first thing is SLEEP...!!! al of us went to sleep...until 6 plus...shiok sia..haha...thn we had our dinner...my mum wanted to bring us to our biological grandparents' place...visit my biological grandma...she has cancer oso...haiz...makes me think of her again...haiz...although i only meet her twice in my entire life...i felt sad for her oso...haiz..after visit her...we went woodlands for supper...i had cheese prata wif chocolate...sweet and salty...so nice...hmmmm....nth to blog le...think tt's all ba...haha

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